You always try to write something about your life
something interesting
but you can not write if you do not doing anything right?

it's been a while
and things are not going so well
I mean I am trying but somehow it's strange

one of my best friends is leaving L.A. and I am sad
Today was a soup day and cherries and a salad
Very usual

Well it's been another day
Today we ate some soup
and some veggies
and took a walk
Was in a very strange mood

Today was my birthday
so today was a slice of cheese cake and starbucks
but tomm will be so much better
I promise

It means enough with the Nautelle white bread and cheese cake
It means more exercise and more fruits and vegetables
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and just do it

Cabbage Diet and very low calories this is how I usually start
Because I have a sweet tooth and need to get rid of all the sugar
The Beginning

Weight

I decided to lose weight
Well I always say it
But now I really mean it

I discovered it has something to do with my self esteem
It so much lower when I am over weight

I am fighting with extra weight for the last 10 years
Yo yo Dieting they call it
But that’s it this time
I am sticking with it

It’s my birthday
And I have 3 months till my moms’
50th birthday and I need to lose about 25 pounds
I can do it it’s possible
I read the books
Now it’s time to do the work